Love and other such disasters !

Overcoming the writer's block is a giant task, but somehow i managed to do it.
Anyways cutting the story short.

Love.

How to start is bit tricky.
Lemme try...
I don't think I will ever be able to define it.
But I sure can define what I feel.
Or what she makes me feel.

Its been around 3.5years since I first saw you.
You offered me the forbidden fruit of heaven.

The fruit which was when offered to Adam by Eve, expelled him from the heaven, but oh sweet God!... It made me enter the Paradise.

The paradise I always longed for.

God be damned for that moment.
(An apple.I hope you remember that).

Than started our nuemrous trysts.

I remember each like its yesterday.


I feel terrible for the times I made you cry.
I feel elated for the times I made you smile.

I feel quenched for the times you responded to my calls and text.
I feel thirsty for the times you didn't.

I feel whole for the times you came.
I feel half for the times you didn't.

I cherish each.
I yearn for more.

But sadly,

Everytime you made me realize that the dream I dream will remain a dream.

Everytime you made me realize that my love for you is but ,stillborn.

Everytime you made me realize how vain my attempts are.

Everytime you made see the the disinterest of yours.

All that and much more has only added more fuel to the undying fire.

Its has only made me love you more.
Its has only made improvise my attempts.
Its has only made me want you more.
Its has only made me cement my thoughts.


Perhaps not long from now day will come when you might realize,you gonna miss a gem coz your busy collecting stone.

"I go to see a great perhaps".